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她紧紧抱着我，在我怀中啜泣，那时我才知道她什么都知道了。
「宥婷...」我无奈地唤她。
「你不要说话。」她用着带有浓厚哭腔的声音制止我，脸深埋进我颈窝。「我现在不想听你说任何一句话。」
「对不起。」我想我也只有这三个字能对她说，虽然我不知道我做错了什么，但心里就是莫名的对她愧疚。
我要离开她了....
「你是因为要离开我才把身体给我，是不是？」再次看清她的脸庞时她的眼眶在月光下隐隐发红着，当时心里的剧痛我依然深深记着。
「不是。」轻抚上她的脸庞，泪水渐渐模糊了视线。
「为什么瞒了我这么久？」
「宥婷，拜託...」我埋进她怀里哭着求她，她每一个质问都让我胸口越发疼痛。
其实我原本没有要告诉宥婷我准备出国深造的事情，甚至到出国前都没有打算要再和她见面，但
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